first kiss.

atleast i know what its like to kiss you
the warm pressure on my lips
the sparks rushing through my blood ignighting every nerve in my body
a catatonic state of no thoughts
the hold you have over me is somthing
undenyable
unending
i might die without knowing what it couldev been
but i wont die with any regret in my mind.

spank

i could see myself falling for you
but then that would be bad
that wouldent work
i could see myself falling for you
but you wouldent be interested
you have someone better
i could see myself falling for you
if only life were simpler
if only i could controll myself
i could see myself falling for you
wouldent it be great.

teenagers from mars.

FUCK IT. lets break shit
cause we can
cause why not?
cause its all coming down anyway
we dont give a fuck
you ruined it for us
we can do our best to buy time
but the fuse is already lit
so im gonna scream untill the sound stops

lovely people.

flower petals hide more than pollen
they hide the culmination of life into a perfect form
beauty belies wisdom and life
vapid forms shade blue leaves
but beauty encompasses all.

humanity

i cant see anymore my senses are failing. each day brings fewer and fewer options, fewer and fewer chances. with every night the choices i've made seem more and more wrong, its almost as if those warnings that fell on deaf ears shouldev been taken too heart, but it's too late for that now so why wont this regret fade from my mind. theres nothing to be done now but to warn the next generation that wont listen.

waking dream.

how many times do we have to tell ourselvs we're alive before we can beleive it. have you ever had a waking dream? one so real that you have to convince yourself you're awake. reality makes sense im just afraid that one day ill wake up.

can you feel it

can you feel it
it's back
crawling through your veins
in your blood
pulsing
every quickening beat warms your body
that oh so familiar rush as it grasps your heart.